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| It is funny how people go to fight in a war and put themselves in danger to protect the ones they love and the only thing that they have to look forwards to is returning home to one they love. Problem is the one they love decided to move on and find someone else. So many relationships have been ruined and more continue to end. Hearts become cold, people stop caring and to make things worse it seems that most of the people here seem to care only about making everyone elses life hell and screwing over the ones they must depend on just so they can rise the ladder of success. They then wonder why that one person no longer talk to them or wants to help them. It is very ammusing watching how people treat one another. You realize by watching them how much better and mature you are. I tend to stay in the shadows only to come out when I choose to. I never realized how much I knew until now. It seems I understand the world and how it works more then a lot of people. Most people think that just because you are young that you know nothing. They dont realize that some people may know more then them on certain subjects. Just because I am young does not mean I dont know anything. I have watch how people act and can tell if something is wrong. I seem to know more then I thought I did and wanted to know. I know a lot of what goes on in the background. I guess my knowledge comes from observing how others act in different situations, watching people's actions and being in the situations myself. I have realize that in order to survive one must become cold and only think of themselves. Problem is I cannot do that. I am unable to become evil at least right now I am. I envy those who are capable of being evil and not care about others. I am slowly becoming cold-hearted and one day I may truly be cold-hearted. | | |
| First off this is the first time I have been on for over four months. I am here in Bagram Afghanistan for a total of six months. I really didnt want to go at first because that would mean leaving my wife behind for six months but now I can care less if I ever leave here. I have nothing to really look forwards to when I return except and empty house. My wife decided she wanted to go off with another guy, go figure I am here risking my life everyday so she and everyone else is safe and how do people repay me and everyone else here by going to the funerals of fallin comrades and acting like assclowns. I really hate people sometimes. Anyway, I guess I will stop complaining now. Peace! | | |
| Yay, my christmas shopping is almost done.
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